Hmmmm...I may end up regretting this post, but yes....motivation is a serious problem for me at present.
I have been going through a period of depression for some time now, finding it extremely difficult to motivate myself into doing anything at all, including fishing
I think forced retirement, coupled with the loss of virtually my entire pension pot, and the worsening of my arthritis were the triggers, but I had hoped going back to my roots in barbel fishing would help sort me out...I certainly could no longer bear the long weekends in a bivvy any longer
Sadly, so far, and this is now towards the end of my first year of my retirement, I have only been fishing nine times....hardly the heady stuff I had hoped for
....and as I say, I can't get my ass in gear to do anything else, either
Oh...and before someone else comes up with the thought....yes it does explain why I have the time to bore you all sh**less with seemingly endless mind numingly long posts
I WILL get back to some serious fishing soon, I promise...I am now (today
) the proud owner of a barbel trotting rod...so salvation may be at hand
Not sure how long I can hold a rod now, but is beautifully light, so I will give it a damned good go!
What am I like
Cheers, Dave.